Friday, February 28, 2014

Introspection: It's Not All About Us

I share these thoughts hoping they are of help to someone else.
Comments are always welcomed.


It's Not All About Us

He has told you, O mortal, what is good;
and what does the LORD require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,
and to walk humbly with your God?

Micah 6:8 (NRSV)


I have to wonder if I really want to know
The struggle and the pain that others feel
Do I want to hear the stories I see echoed in their eyes?
Or is this love I say that I'm reflecting even real?

From "Only You Can Save" by Chris Sligh


A few years ago, during the three-month period of time I was between jobs, I had the chance to go with some of my Furman Wesley Fellowship friends to the Boys Home of the South to do some volunteer work.  I expected to spend a couple of days doing manual labor with my friends, but when we arrived on site, I was singled out and asked to help debug the network in the computer lab, because of my experience in the IT field.  To be honest, I wasn't very happy about this.  As a computer programmer, I make a living working with computers, and, for those of us who live and breathe in binary, volunteer manual labor can be almost therapeutic.  More importantly, I wanted to spend time with my friends.

During that time, I came to the realization that when I offer myself in service work, it's not all about me and what I want to do.

I learned that there is no I in Christ.1

I am not talking about spelling.

A couple of years ago, I read about a study that found that atheists and agnostics are more likely to be motivated by compassion than religious people.  As a Christian, this study upset me.  It's not that I think I'm any better than an atheist; actually, I'm pretty certain that there are atheists and agnostics out there who are more "Christlike" than I am.  Christians take their name from Jesus Christ, a man who constantly taught His followers to love their neighbors.  Christians believe in a God who is, as one early church document states, love itself.2  These things considered, I figured that Christians would have an edge in the compassion business.

Still, I can understand why an atheist might be more likely to be motivated by compassion than a religious person.  Many times, a religious person might do good deeds not out of compassion or love for someone, but out of obligation.  One of the researchers noted that religious people "may ground their generosity less in emotion, and more in other factors such as doctrine, a communal identity, or reputational concerns."3  Because atheists do not have to take into consideration religious doctrines or their reputations in religious communities, they have fewer motivations to compete with simple love and compassion.

Jesus once told a story about what might happen at the end of this age, when Christ returns and the Kingdom of God is fully realized in this world.  In this story, all people gather around the throne of Christ.  Some are placed at His right, and some are placed at His left.

To those at the right, Christ says, "Come, you that are blessed by My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave Me food, I was thirsty and you gave Me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed Me, I was naked and you gave Me clothing, I was sick and you took care of Me, I was in prison and you visited Me."

They ask, "Lord, when was it that we saw You hungry and gave You food, or thirsty and gave You something to drink?  And when was it that we saw You a stranger and welcomed You, or naked and gave You clothing?  And when was it that we saw You sick or in prison and visited You?"

Christ answers, "Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of My family, you did it to Me."

The people at the left - the people who didn't show compassion to people in need - don't fare so well.4

In this story, Christ the King identifies directly with people in need, and He considers any good work done for someone in need as a good work done for Him personally.  Notice that the people at the right-hand side of Christ - those who showed kindness to those in need - did not realize this fact.  They did not realize that when they served their neighbors they were also serving Christ.  They even ask Him when it was that they saw Him in need.  They weren't trying to score points with Christ: they were only concerned about helping people in need.

It wasn't about them getting in good with the coming King.

It wasn't about them securing a place in the world to come (or in Heaven for that matter).

It wasn't about them at all.

It was about hungry people being fed.

It was about thirsty people getting water.

It was about strangers and foreigners being welcomed.

It was about impoverished people being clothed.

It was about sick people being nursed back to health.

It was about lonely people finding a friend.

St. Paul, in one of his letters, encourages his readers to emulate the self-emptying humility of Jesus Christ, who left behind the glory of Heaven to become a servant here on Earth.5  It's important to remember that true humility is not self-deprecation or low self esteem - these are actually sinful counterfeits.  In The Screwtape Letters, C.S. Lewis describes true humility as self-forgetfulness.6  When we do good works with humility, we forget about ourselves and focus solely on the people we serve.

Serving with humility means that we don't insist on doing things our way.  It means being willing to receive a helping hand or a word of advice from someone else.  It means being willing to ask for these things.  It means doing whatever is necessary to effectively give assistance, compassion, and love to people in need.

If we care more about what we're doing than we care about the people for whom we're doing it, then we have a serious problem.

A church in my town has a ministry appropriately called "Feeding Jesus."  Various Sunday school classes and Bible study groups take turns on Sundays preparing meals that will be distributed to day laborers on Monday.  A group of my friends cover the first Sunday of the month, and sometimes I join in.  We prepare lunches consisting of a bologna and cheese sandwich and some sort of a pastry for dessert.  We all walk away feeling good after preparing these lunches, but ultimately it's not about us being good Christians, good humanitarians, good people, or good sandwich makers.  It's not about us, period.  It's about people who don't have steady jobs getting lunch and, hopefully, feeling some love and encouragement.

I can't say that I always remember this fact, for often I participate in this ministry to spend time with my friends.  Still, I'm not going to let the fact that my motivations aren't completely pure stop me from serving.  Whether I am genuinely motivated by love for other people or just want to hang out with my friends and feel like a good Christian, there is work to be done.

As human beings, it's easy for us to get wrapped up in ourselves.  I'm convinced that the struggle against self-centeredness is a lifelong battle.  I guess I haven't changed very much in this regard in the four years since I volunteered at the Boys Home, but nowadays, when I do something for others, I try to keep in mind the people I'm serving.  Doing this gives me an entirely new perspective about what I am doing.

It's not all about me.

It's about God's work of love and redemption being done.


Notes:
  1. See my early introspection "There is no I in Christ."
  2. 1 John 4:8
  3. "Atheists More Motivated by Compassion than the Faithful."  LiveScience, 05/01/2012.
  4. Matthew 25:31-46 (NRSV)
  5. Philippians 2:5-8
  6. C.S. Lewis.  The Screwtape Letters.  Ch. 14
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Sunday, February 9, 2014

Sermon: A Brighter, Zestier World

Delivered at Bethel United Methodist Church in West Greenville, South Carolina on February 9, 2014.

I share these thoughts hoping they are of help to someone else.
Comments are always welcomed.


A Brighter, Zestier World

Audio Version



You are the salt of the earth; but if salt has lost its taste, how can its saltiness be restored?  It is no longer good for anything, but is thrown out and trampled under foot.

You are the light of the world.  A city built on a hill cannot be hid.  No one after lighting a lamp puts it under the bushel basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.  In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.

Matthew 5:13-16 (NRSV)


I will live
To carry Your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your name

From "The Power of Your Name" by Lincoln Brewster


After recruiting the first Disciples, Jesus traveled throughout the region of Galilee, proclaiming the good news of the Kingdom of God and bringing healing to the ailing and the troubled.  His reputation spread across the land, and He amassed a large following of people, both Jew and Gentile.  One day, a great crowd gathers around Jesus.  He hikes up a mountain followed by His disciples, and He begins to deliver that famous sermon we know as the Sermon on the Mount.1

Jesus begins His sermon with some surprising announcements of blessing upon
"the poor in spirit,"
"those who mourn,"
"the meek,"
"those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,"
"the merciful,"
"the pure in heart,"
"the peacemakers,"
and "those who are persecuted."2

Conventional wisdom, then and now, teaches us that there is nothing blessed about mourning or facing persecution.  Jesus' audience lived under the occupation of the Roman Empire, and this fact alone proved that it is not "the meek" who "inherit the earth," but rather those who have power and know how to use it.  The real winners in this world are not those who work for peace, but those who utterly destroy anyone who gets in their way - not the merciful, but those who show no mercy.  Nobody gets ahead in this world by being pure in heart, but by achieving one's goals by any means necessary.  Jesus' audience had learned from the religious elite that those who are spiritually rich and full of righteousness are the ones who are truly blessed, not the spiritually poor and those whose lives are so devoid of righteousness that they actually hunger and thirst for it.

Jesus' surprising announcements of blessing, which we often call the Beatitudes, fly in the face of the conventional wisdom of this world.  According to one commentator, "First and literally the Beatitudes are Jesus' surprisingly countercultural God-bless-yous to people in god-awful situations."3  The Beatitudes are blessings upon people whom the world would not normally consider blessed.  With these announcements of blessing, Jesus begins to introduce to His followers a whole new way of living in the world, for we will see in His teachings that the Kingdom of God - the place where God reigns - is not like the kingdoms of this world.

Jesus makes two more surprising announcements to His audience.  To all of the people listening, He says, "You are the salt of the earth."  He follows up this announcement with a warning, saying, "If salt has lost its taste, how can its saltiness be restored?  It is no longer good for anything, but is thrown out and trampled under foot."

To those listening, He then announces, "You are the light of the world."  He then offers his audience an exhortation:
A city built on a hill cannot be hid.  No one after lighting a lamp puts it under the bushel basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.  In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.

If you are familiar with the teachings of Jesus, then this instruction to let others see your good works should immediately raise a red flag for you.  Later on, in this very same sermon, Jesus will say, "Beware of practicing your piety before others in order to be seen by them."4

Regarding charitable giving, Jesus will say,
Whenever you give alms, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, so that they may be praised by others...  But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing...5

Regarding prayer, Jesus will say,
Whenever you pray, do not be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at the street corners, so that they may be seen by others...  But whenever you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret...6

Regarding fasting, Jesus will say,
And whenever you fast, do not look dismal, like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces so as to show others that they are fasting...  But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face, so that your fasting may be seen not by others but by your Father who is in secret...7

So are we called to let other people see our good works, or should our good works be a secret shared only with an "Audience of One"?

Christians like to think of the Bible as a handbook for life.  In Jesus' day, the Pharisees had identified 613 rules in the Torah alone, and they dedicated their lives to following these rules to the letter.  Like the Pharisees, we want a clear-cut list of dos and don'ts; however, it becomes difficult to use the Bible as a rulebook for life when the teachings of Jesus seem to contradict each other as in the Sermon on the Mount.  If we dig deeply into the Scriptures and if we allow the Scriptures to dig deeply into us, we will find that the Bible is not merely a handbook for living our lives, but rather a mirror exposing the very depths of our soul.  In this case, we find truth in the tension, for we must ask ourselves if there is indeed a reason we should allow others to see our good works and if there might also be a reason we should not allow others to see our good works.

Notice that when Jesus tells us to keep our charitable giving, our praying, and our fasting a secret, He tells us not to be like "the hypocrites."  The English word hypocrite originates from the Greek word hupokritēs which literally means "actor."8  An actor's profession is to play a part - to pretend to be a person that he or she is not.  If we watch a movie that features very skilled actors we might momentarily forget that we are watching a movie and believe that we are watching actual events unfold right before our eyes.  Normally, when we hear the word hypocrite, we imagine a person who says one thing but does another; in the Sermon on the Mount, however, Jesus uses the word hypocrite to describe someone who goes through the motions so that other people will believe that he or she is spiritual but whose heart is, in reality, far from God.  Later on, Jesus will compare such people to "whitewashed tombs," for they look good on the outside but are full of decay on the inside.9

Sadly, for many of us Christians, the Church has become a place for us to practice and develop our acting skills.  Every time we gather, we have the opportunity to put on our Sunday best, both literally and figuratively, and to try to appear as holy, pious, and charitable as possible.  Sometimes we do the things we do not out of devotion to God or out of compassion for our neighbors, but in an effort to keep up with the Joneses, spiritually speaking.  I once heard a youth pastor from the Bible Belt say that in the South, nobody wants to be "out-Jesused."10

After the memorial service for Nelson Mandela, a story broke about a sign language interpreter present at the event.  People who understand South African sign language realized that the interpreter's hand motions were not actual signs.  People questioned whether or not the man was an actual sign language interpreter and whether or not mental illness had anything to do with his behavior.  The philosopher Slavoj Žižek made the rather offensive suggestion that it really didn't matter that the "signs" were meaningless because the interpreter wasn't really there for the deaf anyway.  Žižek suggested that perhaps the interpreter wasn't actually brought in so that the hearing impaired could appreciate the speeches, but rather so that everyone else could feel good that something was being done to help deaf people.11

In the same way, sometimes our works of piety and works of justice are actually mere performance art, but our performances are not necessarily meant for other people.  Sometimes we put on performances for ourselves.  For example, people might volunteer at a homeless shelter, not because they actually have any compassion for people who don't have a roof over their heads, but because they want to feel good that they are doing something to help the homeless.  Jesus calls us to a life of good works, but it is important that we carefully examine our motives.

Jesus' exhortation to "let your light shine before others" is a call to authenticity.  In the Church we call ourselves Christians because we seek to follow Jesus Christ.  I recently heard a pastor friend say, "The world needs fewer people who act like Jesus and more people who are like Jesus."  A candle has no need to prove itself: it does not need to announce to the world how much light it gives off.  A candle simply does what it was created to do and burns brightly with the light it has been given, and people can see for themselves how brightly it shines.  People have a way of knowing when someone is being authentic and when someone is being phony.


Sometimes, when people ponder what it means to be "the salt of the earth," they are quick to point out that salt is a preservative; in the Sermon on the Mount, however, Jesus says nothing about the preserving power of salt.  Instead, He speaks about its taste - its saltiness.  He even goes so far as to say that salt which does not taste salty is worthless and ought to be thrown out with the trash.  For Jesus, the significance of salt is the simple fact that it changes the taste of food.

A couple of years ago, on a day when I wasn't feeling very well, I decided that it would be best to eat something that wouldn't upset my stomach, so I went to the grocery store and bought a box of instant rice.  In the months that followed, I started preparing a plate of instant rice whenever I needed to eat in a hurry.  Though I like to think that I live a relatively simple life, I have to admit that, when it comes to food and drink, my palate is somewhat spoiled.  I found my dinners of plain rice to be bland - disgustingly bland.  Sometimes I couldn't even finish my rice without gagging.  Eventually, I discovered that if I just added some soy sauce - some saltiness - the rice was enjoyable to the last bite.

When Jesus calls us to be the "salt of the earth," He is not saying that we are called to preserve the earth as it is.  Instead, He is saying that we are called to make a positive change in the world around us, in the same way that salt makes bland food taste better.

Like salt, light also makes significant changes.  Without light, we would all be blind.  Imagine I was holding an apple in front of you.  You would only be able to see the apple because there was light in the room and because the apple was reflecting red light into your eyes.  Without light, we cannot see, because the only thing we are able to see is light.  Light transforms a world of sheer blackness into a world of vibrant, glorious color.

The great author Robert Louis Stevenson spent much of his childhood indoors because of frequent illness.  One evening, his nurse walked into his bedroom to find him staring out his window.  She warned him to get away from the window lest he catch a cold, but he continued to stare out his window, intently watching a man lighting streetlamps.  The child said to his nurse, "See; look there; there's a man poking holes in the darkness."12  As the "light of the world," we are called by Christ to poke holes in the darkness of this world.  When we shine brightly with the light we have been given, people who have grown accustomed to darkness can begin to see the world in a whole new way.

Before Jesus ascends into Heaven, He calls His followers to "make disciples of all nations."13  I would argue that making disciples is not simply an end in itself, but rather a means to an end.  We don't make disciples simply to keep our churches open or to keep a religious movement going; we make disciples for a higher purpose.  To borrow a phrase from my denomination, we are called to "make disciples of Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world."14  When Christ tells us that we are the "salt of the earth" and the "light of the world," He is calling us to be agents of positive change in a world that, for many people, has become dark and bland.  As the salt and light of the earth, we are called to participate in God's redemptive work of creating a brighter, zestier world for all people.

The ancient philosopher Plato once told a story about people who are, from birth, imprisoned in a dark cave, forced to watch shadows moving across a wall.  One of the prisoners is freed from his imprisonment, and he is shown the fire and the puppets that are used to create the shadows he had been watching.  Eventually he is taken out of the cave into the light, and he is shown the creatures that were represented by the puppets and the shadows.  Finally he looks upward and sees the sun.  The man is compelled to return to the cave to tell the other prisoners about the light, color, and beauty he as seen in the outside world.  Sadly, nothing he says makes any sense to the people in the cave, for all they are able to understand is their world of shadow puppets.15

I think that sometimes, in the Church, we do a pretty good job of describing the light but not very good job of shining.  It is not enough to tell people about the light: we have to show it to them.  We can talk until we're blue in the face about the Kingdom of God, the "Good News," God's love, church doctrine, and what it means to be a disciple of Jesus Christ, but our words are really nothing but a bunch of "kooky talk" unless we demonstrate what it all means with our lives.  St. Paul poetically writes, "If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal."16  It has been said, "Preach the Gospel, and, if necessary, use words."17

So if we accept Jesus' call to be the salt and light of the earth and allow our lights to shine, then how might the people who see our good works glorify God?  Jesus lived nearly two thousand years before Thomas Edison invented the light bulb, so the source of light in His time was fire, be it the fire of a lamp or the fire of the sun.  Something noteworthy about fire is the fact that it spreads.  We are called to let our light shine, but it is important to remember that we are not source of that light.  Like candles, we can shine because of the flames given to us, and, if we shine brightly, others might get a little too close to us and catch fire themselves.

There are times in our lives when our lights grow dim.  At times like these, the individualistic notions of faith so prevalent in our society fail us, and we must admit that we need the faith, hope, and love of other followers of Christ.  A personal relationship with Jesus Christ is important, but we must not forget that we are all built for community.  When our lights grow dim, we need to let others shine their light into our lives; for, if we draw near to the flames of others, then maybe we will find ourselves ignited anew.

We shine because of the light we have been given, and we love because we have been loved.  This light and this love were never meant to stop with us, for we are called to let our lights shine before other people, so that they might follow our example and shine themselves.  As the salt and light of the world, we work together to poke holes in the darkness and to show the world what it means to be the Kingdom of God.

Amen.


Notes:
  1. Matthew 4:23-5:2
  2. Matthew 5:3-12 (NRSV)
  3. Frederick Dale Bruner.  Matthew, a Commentary: The Christbook, Matthew 1-12.  2004, Eerdmans Publishing Company.  p. 165
  4. Matthew 6:1-6 (NRSV)
  5. Matthew 6:2-4 (NRSV)
  6. Matthew 6:5-7 (NRSV)
  7. Matthew 6:16-18 (NRSV)
  8. Wiktionary: Hypocrite
  9. Matthew 23:27-28
  10. Tripp Fuller and Rob Bell.  "Rob Bell Hijacks the Podcast #zestyHomebrewed Christianity Podcast, 06/03/13.  (Warning: This podcast episode contains coarse language.)
  11. Slavoj Žižek.  "The 'fake' Mandela memorial interpreter said it all.The Guardian, 12/16/13.
  12. http://www.preaching.com/sermons/11563683/
  13. Matthew 28:19 (NRSV)
  14. http://www.umc.org Emphasis added.
  15. Adapted from Plato's Allegory of the Cave
  16. 1 Cor 13:1 (NRSV)
  17. This quote is commonly attributed to St. Francis of Assisi, though the attribution is disputed.  Emphasis added.
The photograph of the candle was taken by Jon Sullivan and is public domain.