Friday, December 31, 2021

Introspection: Seeking Peace

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Seeking Peace

Don't be anxious about anything; rather, bring up all of your requests to God in your prayers and petitions, along with giving thanks.  Then the peace of God that exceeds all understanding will keep your hearts and minds safe in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7 (CEB)


I got a feeling I just can't shake
I got a feeling that just won't go away

You've gotta just keep on pushing
Keep on pushing
Push the sky away


From "Push the Sky Away" by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds


In years past, I would spend some time between Christmas and New Year's Eve looking back on where the past year had taken me and figuring out where I might be headed in the new year.  After the last couple of years, I am no longer inclined to spend much time looking back.  Once again, I will stay up late tonight and watch the ball drop in Times Square, not to welcome a new year with hope but to bitterly make sure that the old year comes to an end.

For me, 2021 has been another year of disappointment, disease, dread, and death.  For a while, after the COVID-19 vaccine became widely available, it appeared as if life was returning to normal after a strange and difficult year.  Unfortunately, new variants of the virus have continued to emerge, and right now I'm concerned that the measures I've been taking to protect myself might not be very effective.  After losing my father last year, I lost both of my grandmothers this year, one of whom died from complications with COVID-19.

One thing I've realized in the past month is that I don't have very much peace in my life.

For me, peace is dependent on my circumstances.  If something in my life goes wrong, I will remain a nervous wreck until I believe everything is going to be alright.  Since things always seem to be going wrong, especially in the last couple of years, peace is in short supply in my life.  There are people in this world who seem to have an abiding peace, a peace that transcends their circumstances.  They don't seem to worry about anything, even when things go horribly wrong.  They simply trust God with everything that happens.


St. Paul, in his Letter to the Philippians, encourages his readers not to "be anxious about anything" but to instead "bring up all of [their] requests to God in [their] prayers and petitions" so that they may experience "the peace of God that exceeds all understanding."1  I do not believe that Paul was just being glib when he wrote these words.  He wrote these words while he was in prison, unsure if his future held freedom or execution.2  Somehow, amid his bleak and uncertain circumstances, he had an abiding peace.

Paul is describing a kind of peace I do not currently have.  I know that there are people in this world who do have this kind of peace, so I believe that it does exist and that it must be available to me as well.  I think that, in the new year, I need to seek peace.  Right now, there are many things that are not to my liking and beyond my control, so my sense of peace must not be dependent on my circumstances.

Lately, I've started praying a certain prayer written by theologian Reinhold Niebuhr.  This prayer, which is often prayed in recovery communities, is commonly called the Serenity Prayer.

God, give me grace to accept with serenity
the things that cannot be changed,
Courage to change the things
which should be changed,
and the Wisdom to distinguish
the one from the other.

Living one day at a time,
Enjoying one moment at a time,
Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace,
Taking, as Jesus did,
This sinful world as it is,
Not as I would have it,
Trusting that You will make all things right,
If I surrender to Your will,
So that I may be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with You forever in the next.

Amen.3


The Serenity Prayer is all about accepting life as it comes and trusting God amid it all, which are two things I do not do well.  Brian Zahnd likes to say that "the primary purpose of prayer is not to get God to do what you want him to do but to be properly formed."4  I'm hoping that, if I keep praying the Serenity Prayer regularly, I will be formed into a person who accepts life on its own terms and trusts God with whatever happens.

I suspect that the abiding peace that some people enjoy, "the peace of God that exceeds all understanding" of which St. Paul speaks, might be a hard fraught kind of peace.  I suspect that the people who possess such peace have already been "through many dangers, toils, and snares"5 and have found God to be faithful.  In other words, they probably had to learn how to trust in God amid the difficulties of life.  To achieve true peace I will have to "accept hardship as a pathway to peace," as Niebuhr notes in his prayer, and I will have to be patient with myself as I learn to trust in God amid hardship.

Obviously, I hope that the new year will be better than the previous two, though I'm not feeling very hopeful at the moment.  Whatever lies ahead in 2022, may we all have the grace to accept what we cannot change, courage to change what we need to change, and wisdom to know which is which.


Notes:
  1. Philippians 4:6-7 (CEB)
  2. Philippians 1:19-26
  3. Wikipedia: "Serenity Prayer"
  4. Brian Zahnd.  "You Are What You Pray."  BrianZahnd.com, 05/27/2013.
  5. From "Amazing Grace" by John Milton
The photograph of the water droplet is used courtesy of Pikrepo.com.

Friday, December 24, 2021

Christmas Perspective: No Holly, No Jolly, No Problem

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No Holly, No Jolly, No Problem

And [Mary] gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.

Luke 2:7 (NRSV)


It was not a silent night
There was blood on the ground
You could hear a woman cry
In the alleyways that night
On the streets of David's town

And the stable was not clean
And the cobblestones were cold
And little Mary full of grace
With the tears upon her face
Had no mother's hand to hold


From "Labor of Love" by Andrew Peterson


Do you find yourself having trouble getting into "the Christmas spirit"?  Are you not so sure that you agree with the assertion that Christmas is "the most wonderful time of the year"?  Does the hustle and bustle of this season give you more anxiety than joy?  Do you hate the congested traffic and the long checkout lines which are so common this time of year?  Are your circumstances casting a dark shadow over your holiday festivities, or is the state of the world making it difficult for you to celebrate Christmas this year?

If you answered "yes" to any of these questions, dear reader, I would like to suggest that Christmas is still a holiday for you.  It turns out that the first Christmas would not have been described as "merry."

St. Luke writes in his Gospel,
In those days a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered...  All went to their own towns to be registered.  Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David.  He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child.1
A lot is going on in this familiar passage of Scripture.

The circumstances surrounding Mary's pregnancy are already strange enough.  Nine months earlier, a messenger of God told her that she would become pregnant - even though she hadn't done anything to become pregnant - and that her Son will be her people's long awaited Messiah.2  Her fiance Joseph, knowing that her child isn't biologically his, has decided to marry her anyway and to raise her child with her as if He was his own.3  Now, because the leader of the evil occupying empire wants to take a census, Mary has to make the long journey from Nazareth to Bethlehem with her fiance.  This is probably not a journey she would want to make under normal circumstances, much less in the ninth month of her pregnancy.

Luke continues, "While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child.  And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn."  Again, a lot is going on in this passage.4

While Mary and Joseph are still in Bethlehem, Mary goes into labor.  Because nobody shows them any hospitality and takes them in, they have to take refuge in, of all places, a stable.  Mary expected that she would be delivering her Child at home, surrounded by family and a trusted midwife.5  Instead, she ends up delivering her child far from home, in a dirty, smelly cave, surrounded by dirty, smelly animals.  For lack of a proper crib, she has to lay her newborn Son in, of all things, a feeding trough.

I think it is safe to assume that Mary and Joseph did not "have a holly, jolly Christmas."

The Son of God and the true Lord of this world did not come into the world in a very auspicious way.  Brian Zahnd recently said,
The world as it is, with it's hopes, and fears, and contradicitions, and conflicts, is precisely where the Word enters the world.  Jesus was not born in a romantic, sentimental nativity snow globe.  Jesus was born in a livestock cave among an oppressed, occupied people suffering under the boot of the Roman Empire.6

Maybe this Christmas season has not been what you hoped it would be.  Maybe you do not feel like you think you ought to feel during Christmas.  Maybe your life doesn't look very much like a Hallmark movie or a Norman Rockwell painting.  Celebrate and rejoice anyway!  The first Christmas was a holy mess, and Jesus Christ, who was born that day, came into this mess of a world to save messes like us.  At one point, after Jesus grew up, He announced that people who are poor, people who are grieving, people who are too meek to get what they want in life, people who long for justice, and people who do the right thing and end up getting the raw deal anyway are actually the ones who are blessed.7

If you are struggling to get into "the Christmas spirit," dear reader, don't feel discouraged.  Celebrate anyway, remembering that Jesus Christ came into the world to be Emmanuel, "God with us."


Notes:
  1. Luke 2:1, 3-5 (NRSV)
  2. Luke 1:26-38
  3. Matthew 1:18-25
  4. Luke 2:6-7 (NRSV)
  5. Adam Hamilton.  The Journey: Walking the Road to Bethlehem.  2011, Abingdon Press.  pp. 87-89
  6. Brian Zahnd.  "Where the Word Enters the World."  Word of Life Church, 12/19/2021.
  7. Matthew 5:3-6, 10
Joseph and Mary Arrive in Bethlehem was painted by William Hole in the early 1900s.

Sunday, December 12, 2021

Introspection: A Voice to Silence and a Voice to Believe

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A Voice to Silence and a Voice to Believe

The angel said, "Don't be afraid!  Look!  I bring good news to you - wonderful, joyous news for all people."

Luke 2:10 (CEB)


Where are you, Christmas?
Why can't I find you?
Why have you gone away?

Where is the laughter
You used to bring me?
Why can't I hear music play?


From "Where Are You, Christmas" by Faith Hill


I don't really enjoy Christmas as much as I did when I was younger.  To be honest, I have come to dread it.  My dread, I think, is largely tied to having to shop for Christmas presents.  I never really know what I should give people, and I feel like I rarely ever have any good ideas for gifts.

My last truly thoughtful Christmas gift was one I gave my mother two years ago.  Mom loves birds.  In fact, she has kept birds as pets ever since I was a child.  Two years ago, I decided to give her a gift to celebrate her three pet birds, Beau, Griffin, and Beetle.  First, I bought three picture frame ornaments from the Pottery Barn at my local shopping mall.  Next, I found some photographs of the birds that Mom had shared on Facebook, and I did some editing on my computer.  Then, I sent the image file to a nearby office supply store to printed on photographic paper.  Finally, I picked up the printed photographs, cut them out, and placed them in the ornaments.

These ornaments were not at all expensive, and they were actually fun to make - once I figured out how to do what I needed to do in the image manipulation program I use.  I gave them to Mom on Christmas morning, and of course she loved them.

Just a few days later, Beetle, one of Mom's birds, suddenly died.  Mom and I were both heartbroken.  I love all of Mom's birds, but Beetle happened to be my favorite.  Beetle's death made the ornament containing his picture all the more precious to Mom, but I started to regret giving the set of ornaments to her.  In my less rational moments, I think that I somehow invited tragedy by giving this gift to her, and I wonder what kind of loss I will be inviting if I ever give another gift like it.  Even in my more rational moments, the gift is still tainted in my eyes.

Beetle's death would be only the first in a series of losses in my life over the next two years.  A few months into the new year, a pandemic reached my country, and it sucked a lot of joy out of life for many people.  I personally had to give up dancing after taking it up again just a few months earlier, and I found myself spending a lot of time home, afraid to be out in public too long.  Later that year, I suddenly lost my father, and, in the year after that, I lost both of my grandmothers.  I've become bitter and fearful.  I'm bitter because everything good in my life seems to be taken away from me, and I'm fearful of what losses I might suffer next.  I think I might also be afraid to be happy in general, thinking that my happiness would just be rewarded with more sorrow.

During this Advent season, I've had the opportunity to revisit the stories in the Bible that lead up to the birth of Christ, and a couple of them have spoken to me in new ways amid my circumstances.

In the Gospel of Luke, we read about an elderly priest named Zechariah.  One day, when Zechariah is chosen to burn incense to God in the temple, he is met by a messenger of God named Gabriel.  Gabriel tells him that his prayers have been heard and that he and his wife Elizabeth will soon have a child who will have a role to play in God's redemption of his people.  Zechariah and Elizabeth had not been able to have children, and, since they have both grown old, he probably hasn't prayed for a child in a long time.  Naturally he has trouble believing what Gabriel has told him.1

Because Zechariah does not believe the messenger of God, he is struck dumb.  He will remain unable to speak for nine months - until he names his newborn son John.2

In the Gospel of Matthew, we read about a carpenter named Joseph.  Joseph has every reason to be hopeful, for he will soon embark on the journey of marriage with his bride-to-be Mary.  His hopes are dashed when he learns that his fiancee is pregnant with a baby that he obviously knows is not his.  Mary claims that she has not cheated on Joseph, but, knowing how babies are made, he naturally has trouble believing her.  Joseph is a good man, and, no matter how hurt or angry he might be, he doesn't want any harm to come to Mary, so he decides to break off their engagement discretely.3

If you are familiar with this story, then you know that Joseph will learn that Mary has not been unfaithful to him and that her pregnancy is, in fact, a miracle.  Until that happens, Joseph is hurt that his beloved would apparently cheat on him, and he is probably angry with her as well.  He is undoubtedly disappointed that his future will not be what he hoped it would be.  It was recently pointed out to me that we do not know how much time elapses between Joseph's learning that Mary is pregnant and Joseph's realizing that things are not quite what they seem to be.4  It's possible that weeks pass.  Maybe Joseph has time to grow resentful.  Maybe he entertains thoughts that no one will ever truly love him or that nothing good will ever happen in his life.

At some point, an angel appears to Joseph in a dream and says, "Joseph son of David, don't be afraid to take Mary as your wife, because the child she carries was conceived by the Holy Spirit.  She will give birth to a son, and you will call him Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins."  When Joseph awakens, he decides to go through with his marriage to Mary, as he originally planned, and to raise her child with her as his own.5

In these stories, there are two voices: one that must be silenced and one that must be believed.  In the first story, the voice of disbelief threatened to keep Zechariah from taking part in what God was doing, and it had to be silenced so that he could watch God's plan unfold.  In the second story, Joseph had to believe the voice that helped him see the truth; otherwise things like anger and disappointment would have kept him from doing what God was calling him to do.

In our lives, we will hear voices that we need to reject, but we will also hear voices that we need to heed.  Right now, the voice I need to reject is the voice of negativity within me that keeps telling me that another proverbial shoe is going to drop.  The voice I need to heed right now is the voice of truth that spoke to Joseph - the voice that says that my circumstances are not what I think they are, that I have no reason to be disappointed, angry, or bitter, and that I must not be afraid to move forward in my life.

As you hear old, familiar stories during this holiday season, dear reader, may you hear in them what you need to hear at this time, amid your own circumstances.  May you recognize the voices you need to reject and the voices you need to believe.

And may I take my own damn advice for once so that I can enjoy this Christmas season and look toward the new year with hope.


Notes:
  1. Luke 1:5-18
  2. Luke 1:19-25, 57-64
  3. Matthew 1:18-19
  4. Rachel Gilmore and Kay Kotan.  The Voices of Christmas: A Daily Devotional for Advent.  2021, Market Square Publishing.
  5. Matthew 1:20-25 (CEB)
The photograph featured in this introspection was taken by me in December of 2021.  The photograph within the Christmas ornament was taken by my mother more than two years earlier.

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Sermon: Preparing the Way (2021)

Delivered at Northside United Methodist Church in Greenville, South Carolina on December 5, 2021, the Second Sunday in Advent

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Preparing the Way

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In the fifteenth year of the reign of Emperor Tiberius, when Pontius Pilate was governor of Judea, and Herod was ruler of Galilee, and his brother Philip ruler of the region of Ituraea and Trachonitis, and Lysanias ruler of Abilene, during the high priesthood of Annas and Caiaphas, the word of God came to John son of Zechariah in the wilderness.  He went into all the region around the Jordan, proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins, as it is written in the book of the words of the prophet Isaiah,
“The voice of one crying out in the wilderness:
‘Prepare the way of the Lord,
make his paths straight.
Every valley shall be filled,
and every mountain and hill shall be made low,
and the crooked shall be made straight,
and the rough ways made smooth;
and all flesh shall see the salvation of God.’”

Luke 3:1-6 (NRSV)


These are the days of Elijah
Declaring the word of the Lord
And these are the days of Your servant Moses
Righteousness being restored
And though these are days of great trial
Of famine and darkness and sword
Still, we are the voice in the desert crying
“Prepare ye the way of the Lord!

From “Days of Elijah” by Robin Mark


As you probably know, there are two high holy days on the Church calendar: Christmas, when we celebrate the birth of Christ, and Easter, when we celebrate the resurrection of Christ.  Each of these times of great joy is preceded by a more somber season of preparation.  Though many people jump straight into celebrating Christmas this time of year, people who follow the Church calendar observe Advent, a season of waiting and longing.  Some people also consider it to be a season of penitence like Lent.  During Advent, we hear stories of characters from the Gospel who are associated with the coming of Christ, and we hear passages from the Old Testament that are thought to point to the event.  One of these characters is a prophet named John, and one of these passages describes a highway to be built in the wilderness.

The second part of the Book of Isaiah, in which words of warning give way to words of comfort, begins with a scene that some commentators have described as a “heavenly council.”1  Amid this divine gathering, God calls for words of comfort to spoken to God's people, who are currently far from home.  “Comfort, O Comfort my people,” God says.  “Speak tenderly to Jerusalem, and cry to her that she has served her term, that her penalty is paid, that she has received from the Lord's hand double for all her sins.”2  The people of God repeatedly broke God's law and ignored God's prophets, and, as a result, they found themselves as exiles in Babylon.  Now God is saying that they have paid double the price for their unfaithfulness and that their long exile is finally coming to an end.

Another voice in the heavenly council cries out, “In the wilderness, prepare the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert a highway for our God.”  The voice says that valleys are to be filled in, that mountains are to be leveled, and that rocky ground is to be made smooth, so that all people may see the glory of God.3  God is at work, and there are to be no obstacles in the way.4  God is going to God's people in exile to gather them, as a shepherd would gather his scattered flock, and to lead them home through the wilderness.5

In the Gospel of Luke, we read a quotation from this very scene:
The voice of one crying out in the wilderness:
“Prepare the way of the Lord,
make his paths straight.
Every valley shall be filled,
and every mountain and hill shall be made low,
and the crooked shall be made straight,
and the rough ways made smooth;
and all flesh shall see the salvation of God.”

St. Luke uses these words from the Book of Isaiah to describe a voice in the wilderness named John.  Luke tells us that John has been traveling throughout the wilderness regions around the Jordan River and “proclaiming a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins.”  In other words, John has been calling people to change their hearts and their lives and to receive God's forgiveness.  People come to him in the wilderness to confess their sins, and he baptizes them in the Jordan River as a sign of their penitence.

Other Gospel writers describe John as a bit eccentric.  He lives in the wilderness, wears strange clothes, and eats strange foods.6  Scholar William Barclay suggests that every aspect of John's life is an act of protest against society.  John lives in the wilderness, away from the hustle and bustle of civilization, so that he may hear God's voice in the stillness, silence, and solitude.  By rejecting comfortable clothing and donning the garb of the prophet Elijah, a robe of camel's hair and a leather belt, he reminds people of the ancient prophets who called the people to repent.  The food he forages, like locusts and wild honey, are the kinds of simple foods the poor of his day would eat.7

John is a fiery preacher.  To the people who come to him in the wilderness, he says, “You brood of vipers!  Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come?  Bear fruits worthy of repentance...  Even now the ax is lying at the root of the trees; every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.”  When people ask John what they should do, he offers them practical ways of “bearing fruits worthy of repentance,” ways that they may demonstrate that they are indeed turning their lives around.  He encourages those with excess to share with those who do not have enough, saying, “Whoever has two coats must share with anyone who has none; and whoever has food must do likewise.”  He urges those in authority not to abuse their power.  To tax collectors, he says, “Collect no more than the amount prescribed for you.”  To soldiers, he says, “Do not extort money from anyone by threats or false accusation, and be satisfied with your wages.”8

God is at work once again, and, in the same way that the voice in the heavenly council calls for the removal of all mountains and valleys to build a highway in the wilderness, John, the voice in the wilderness, is calling people to build a highway into their hearts by removing the sinful obstacles from their lives.

John was born to elderly parents under very unusual circumstances.  One day, a priest named Zechariah was burning incense to God, when a messenger of God named Gabriel appeared to him.  The messenger told the priest that he and his wife Elizabeth would soon have a son who would be filled with the Spirit of God, even before he was born, and that their son would grow up to “turn many of the people of Israel to the Lord their God” and “make ready a people prepared for the Lord.”  At first, Zechariah wouldn't believe what Gabriel told him, so he was struck dumb.9  Nine months later, Zechariah regained the ability to speak upon naming his son John, and he began to prophesy.  He proclaimed that the dawn was about to break upon his people, who had been sitting in darkness, and he prophesied that God had “raised up a mighty savior.”10  To his newborn son, he said,
And you, child, will be called the prophet of the Most High;
for you will go before the Lord to prepare his ways,
to give knowledge of salvation to his people
by the forgiveness of their sins.
11

Something big is on the horizon, and, as Zechariah prophesied, John has a role to play in it.  Scholar N.T. Wright suggests that it is as if John is waking people up, “splashing cold water all over them and telling them to get ready for the greatest moment in Jewish history, in world history.”12

The Jewish people have suffered with the proverbial boot of the Roman Empire on their necks, in the same way that their ancestors suffered as exiles in Babylon.  For a long time they have awaited a Messiah, a leader anointed by God to drive out their Roman oppressors, restore their kingdom to it's former glory, and reign during an age of peace and prosperity.  Some of the people who come to John in the wilderness start to believe that he might be the Messiah.  John, who understands that his role is merely to prepare the way, points beyond himself to Someone greater.  He says, “I baptize you with water; but one who is more powerful than I is coming; I am not worthy to untie the thong of his sandals.  He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.”13  John says that the One to come is so great that he does not consider himself worthy to serve as a slave to Him,14 and it could be said, while John only pours water on people, the One to come will pour out the very Spirit of God upon people.

The Gospel writers believe, as do we, that the One for whom John came to prepare the way is Jesus.  Jesus is the Anointed One sent by God, not to save one particular people from the oppression of an evil empire, but rather to save all people from the oppression of sin and death.

John was not the only voice who was sent to prepare the way for Jesus, for Jesus called others to do the same.  Later on, in the Gospel of Luke, Jesus sends out as many as seventy-two messengers in pairs to all of the places He is planning to visit.  He authorizes them to heal people who are sick and instructs them to proclaim to all who will listen, “The kingdom of God has come near to you.”15  When these messengers return and joyfully report the miracles they have witnessed, Jesus says to them, “I watched Satan fall from heaven like a flash of lightning.”16

In St. Luke's second book, The Acts of the Apostles, we read that one day, after Jesus has ascended to Heaven, His disciples are gathered together in their meeting place when they hear the sound a loud rushing wind.  Suddenly, tongues of fire appear in their midst and rest upon each of them, and they find themselves speaking fluently in languages they did not know previously.17  The Disciples have been baptized with the Holy Spirit, just as John prophesied, and now they are able to use their voices in new ways.  They begin to proclaim to people of all nations that the crucified and risen Jesus is the Lord of this world;18 they invite people to be baptized in His name so that they too may receive the Holy Spirit;19 and they urge people to repent in preparation for His return.20

Advent is a time of longing, waiting, and preparing.  In the same way that the Jewish people of John's day long to be set free from their oppressors, we long for the day when the world is set to rights.  In the same way that they waited for a king to come and save them, we wait for Christ, our King and our Savior, to return.  We prepare not just to commemorate Christ's birth on Christmas but more importantly to celebrate the day when, at long last, Christ's kingdom is fully realized on earth.

So how can we respond to the Advent call to “prepare the way of the Lord”?

First, we can prepare the way of the Lord by heeding the voices in the wilderness who are calling us to change our ways.  John's announcement that “the kingdom of heaven has come near” comes with a call to repentance,21 because the reign of Christ will bring great change into the world.  The Greek word metanoia, which is translated into English as “repentance,” describes a change of mind and heart that results in a change in behavior.  Perhaps best way to prepare for the reign of Christ on earth is to allow Christ to reign in our hearts right now.

Remember that it is the Holy Spirit, with whom Christ has baptized us, that enables us to change.  John Wesley once said that, when we are confronted with our sinfulness, we can experience peace if we remain focused on the grace of God and on the change it will effect in our lives.22  Drawing from the imagery of the wilderness highway in the Book of Isaiah, he said,
So shall the sense of the sinfulness you feel, on the one hand, and of the holiness you expect, on the other, both contribute to establish your peace, and to make it flow as a river.  So shall that peace flow on with an even stream, in spite of all those mountains of ungodliness, which shall become a plain in the day when the Lord cometh to take full possession of your heart.23

Second, we can prepare the way of the Lord by being voices in the wilderness.  As followers of Jesus, we are empowered by the Holy Spirit who has been poured out upon us.  We too can challenge people to do what is right, like John; we too can act as agents of healing, like Jesus' messengers; and we too can offer good news to all who will listen, like the Apostles.  As we look to the past and future actions of God in Jesus Christ, may we not forget that God is always at work, even now.  God was at work in the days of the Exile; God was at work in the days of Jesus; and God is at work today.  A morning prayer I like to pray says that God's love is “new every morning” and that “all day long [God is] working for good in the world.”  People need to hear the good news that, as St. Paul writes, “God works all things together for good.”24

For many of us, the past two years have felt like an age of exile or a long trek through the wilderness.  Though we are not far from home like the Jewish exiles, the pandemic has sucked a lot of joy out of life and brought a lot of anxiety and heartache.  Many people have had to make radical changes to their lives, and they miss how their lives used to be.  Many are suffering long-term effects of COVID-19, and many have lost friends and family members to the disease.  I have personally lost a grandmother and a coworker to the ravages of COVID-19.  Right now, people need to hear the good news that God is at work, even during this dark time, and that the pandemic is not the end of the story.

This pandemic has also shown us that we have reasons to repent.  At a time when we all should have been working together to keep ourselves and each other safe, many have chosen to act selfishly and recklessly.  It would seem that we still have a lot to learn about denying ourselves and daily taking up our crosses, as Jesus taught.25

God is always at work, redeeming the world.  As you remember God's sending a Savior to us two thousand years ago, may you remember how God has saved you personally.  As you look forward to our Savior's return to reign and to set the world to rights, may you anticipate how the Holy Spirit will continue to set things right in your life.  As you ponder how God is at work right now, may you consider how God might be calling you to prepare the way.

Amen.


Notes:
  1. Joel B. Green, William H. Willimon, et al.  The Wesley Study Bible (NRSV).  2009, Abingdon Press.  p. 860
  2. Isaiah 40:1-2 (NRSV)
  3. Isaiah 40:3-5 (NRSV)
  4. The Wesley Study Bible, p. 861
  5. Isaiah 40:10-11
  6. Matthew 3:4 and Mark 1:6
  7. William Barclay.  The New Daily Study Bible: The Gospel of Mark.  2001, Saint Andrew Press.  pp. 16-17
  8. Luke 3:7-14 (NRSV)
  9. Luke 1:5-20
  10. Luke 1:59-79 (NRSV)
  11. Luke 1:76-77 (NRSV)
  12. N.T. Wright.  Mark for Everyone.  2004, Westminster John Knox Press.  p. 2
  13. Luke 3:15-16 (NRSV)
  14. Barclay, p. 18
  15. Luke 10:1-9
  16. Luke 10:17-18 (NRSV)
  17. Acts 2:1-4
  18. Acts 2:36
  19. Acts 2:38
  20. Acts 3:19-21
  21. Matthew 3:2 (NRSV)
  22. John Wesley.  Sermon 42: “Satan's Devices.”  sec. II.2
  23. ibid.
  24. Romans 8:28 (CEB)
  25. Luke 9:23
St. John the Baptist Preaching was painted by Mattia Preti in the 17th century.

Sunday, November 21, 2021

Introspection: My Grief and My Hope

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My Grief and My Hope

But the truth is that Christ has been raised up, the first in a long legacy of those who are going to leave the cemeteries.

1 Corinthians 15:20 (The Message)


Life is only death, or death is life disguised
We endure this time of death until by life we are surprised


From a poem in the story "The Desecration" by Jesse Turri1


When a member of my church dies, my pastors say that, though we grieve, we grieve with hope and that, while we have tears in our eyes, we have hope in our hearts.

The past thirteen months have brought a lot of grief and loss into my life.  Last Wednesday, my grandmother, Emma Snyder, lost her life after a long battle against the effects of COVID-19.  Just seven weeks earlier, my other grandmother, Mildred Whisnant, passed away after living with dimentia for a number of years.  A little over a year ago, my father, Bobby Snyder, died suddenly of what was most likely a heart attack.


Something that gives me hope right now, amid all this grief and loss, is the Gospel story.

The Gospels tell us the story of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who lived among humanity during the days of the Roman Empire.  He traveled throughout the land, healing the sick, bringing peace to the troubled, raising the dead, feeding the hungry, befriending the friendless, touching the untouchable, giving hope to the hopeless, and proclaiming the coming of a Kingdom not of this world.  One fateful week, He clashed with the religious and political leaders of His day.  Though He had done nothing wrong, He was arrested, put on trial, and sentenced to death by crucifixion.  He was stripped, beaten, nailed to a cross, and hanged up to die like a terrorist.

A couple of days after Jesus died on the Cross, His followers went to His tomb and found that it was empty.  He appeared to them, alive and well, and commissioned them to share His message of hope with the whole world, and His followers have continued to do so for the last two thousand years.

The Gospel story gives us the hope that, as we like to say at my church, "the worst thing is never the last thing."2  It dares us to hope that, in the same way that a brutal and gruesome execution was not the end of Jesus's story, loss and death are not the end of ours.  Right now, the Gospel story is giving me the hope that someday, somehow I will once again see the loved ones I've lost.

St. Paul, in one of his letters to the early Christians, refers to Jesus Christ, who "has been raised from the dead," as "the first fruits of those who have died."3  Paul is referencing the "first fruits" offering required by the Law of his religion.  In the Book of Leviticus, the ancient Hebrews were instructed to bring the first of their crops the priest.4  According to Scholar William Barclay, "The first-fruits were a sign of the harvest to come; and the Resurrection of Jesus was a sign of the resurrection of all believers which was to come."5

For most of my life, I've tried my best not to think about death, be it my own or that of someone I love, but lately death has been slapping me in the face repeatedly.  The harsh truth of the matter is that all of us will face death.  Throughout our lives, we will lose people who are dear to us, until we inevitably come to the end of our own lives.  Though we will grieve in this life, the Gospels, which tell us of Jesus' life, death, and resurrection, offer us the hope that the Resurrection of Christ is just the first of many.


Notes:
  1. https://unfolded.jesseturri.com/portfolio/episode-3-the-desecration/
  2. My pastors borrowed this saying from pastor Adam Hamilton, who borrowed the idea from writer Frederick Buechner.
  3. 1 Corinthians 15:20 (NRSV)
  4. Leviticus 23:10
  5. William Barclay.  The Daily Bible Study Series: The Letters to the Corinthians (revised edition).  1975, The Westminster Press.  p. 150
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Sunday, October 31, 2021

Perspective: Seeing Clearly

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Seeing Clearly

Jesus asked him, "What do you want me to do for you?"

The blind man said, "Teacher, I want to see."

Mark 10:51 (CEB)


I want to know You
I want to hear Your voice
I want to know You more
I want to touch You
I want to see Your face
I want to know You more


From "In the Secret" by Andy Park


One day, while Jesus and the Disciples are in the village of Bethsaida, a blind man is brought to Jesus.  Jesus takes the man outside the village, spits in the man's eyes, and places His hands over them.  When He removes His hands, He asks the man if he can see anything, and man claims that he can see people but that they look like walking trees.  In other words, the man has regained some of his sight, but everything is blurry to him.  He cannot yet see clearly.  Jesus places His hands over the man's eyes once again, and after He removes them, the man is able to see clearly.1

As I've noted in the past, this story highlights the fact that Jesus sometimes has trouble getting people to see things clearly.2  The stories that immediately precede and follow it are worth noting.

While Jesus and the Disciples are on a boat on their way to Bethsaida, He instructs them to beware the "yeast" of certain people, referring to their teachings.  The Disciples misunderstand Jesus' metaphor, and, upon hearing the word yeast, they become concerned that they might not have brought enough bread with them.3  It's completely understandable that the Disciples might not immediately figure out Jesus' metapohr, but what is truly laughable about their concern is that they have twice watched Jesus miraculously feed thousands of people with only a few loaves of bread and a few fish.4  By now, they should know better than to worry that they don't have enough bread to eat.

After Jesus and the Disciples leave Bethsaida and head toward Caesarea Philippi, He asks them, "Who do you say that I am?"  One of the Disciples says, "You are the Messiah."5  Jesus then begins to teach the Disciples that, as the Messiah, He will have to bear a cross and that all who want to follow Him will have to take up their own crosses.  Three times Jesus will warn the Disciples that, when He arrives in Jerusalem, He will suffer, die, and be resurrected, and three times the Disciples will respond by aruging with Jesus, squabbling about which one of them is the greatest, or grabbing for power.6

In the Gospels, Jesus sometimes struggles to get the Disciples to see things clearly.  His problem is not that He is a poor teacher.  He is rather blunt when He instructs the Disciples to deny themselves and aspire to servanthood, and one would think that His miraculously feeding multitudes of people would be hard to forget.  His problem is that the Disciples are thick-headed and resistant to hard truths.  Of course, the Disciples represent all people who seek to follow Jesus, for all of us can be dense and stubborn at times.

Later on, while Jesus and His followers are headed from Jericho to Jerusalem, a blind man named Bartimaeus cries out, "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!"  The people in the crowd try to get him to shut up, so he cries out even more loudly.  Jesus stops and asks him, "What do you want me to do for you?"  The blind man replies, "Teacher, I want to see."  Jesus restores the man's sight, and the man begins to follow Jesus.7

What might happen if we, like Bartimaeus, pray, "I want to see"?  Might we finally take to heart lessons we have had to learn over and over again?  Might we begin to accept hard truths we have been resisting?  Might we learn something new about what it means to truly follow Christ?  May we have the humility to admit that there are things that are still blurry to us, and may have the courage to pray that we may finally see them clearly.


Notes:
  1. Mark 8:22-26
  2. Kent Dobson.  "Healing Fail."  Mars Hill Bible Church, 06/07/2013.
  3. Mark 8:14-21  (See also Matthew 15:12.)
  4. Mark 6:30-44; 8:1-10
  5. Mark 8:27-30 (NRSV)
  6. Mark 8:31-38; 9:30-37; 10:32-45
  7. Mark 10:46-52 (CEB)
Jesus Healing Blind Bartimaeus was sculpted by Johann Heinrich Stöver in 1861.  The photograph of the sculpture was taken by Marion Halft and is used under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 1.0 Generic license.  The photographer is in no way affiliated with this blog.

Sunday, September 19, 2021

Sermon: Not What We Want to Hear

Delivered at Zoar United Methodist Church in Greer, South Carolina on September 19, 2021

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Not What We Want to Hear

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Jesus went on with his disciples to the villages of Caesarea Philippi; and on the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?”  And they answered him, “John the Baptist; and others, Elijah; and still others, one of the prophets.”  He asked them, “But who do you say that I am?”  Peter answered him, “You are the Messiah.”  And he sternly ordered them not to tell anyone about him.

Then he began to teach them that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.  He said all this quite openly.  And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him.  But turning and looking at his disciples, he rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan!  For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”

He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.  For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it.  For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life?  Indeed, what can they give in return for their life?  Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.”

Mark 8:27-38 (NRSV)


Lay down my pride
My desires, my demise
Ready now to see it your way
I'm done, I'm through
Ignoring you, now it's true
I'm kneeling at the cross of your grace


From “Lay Down My Pride” by Jeremy Camp


On an especially memorable episode of the television sitcom Seinfeld, which was appropriately titled “The Opposite,” George Costanza, while meeting with his friends for lunch, decides to make some serious changes in his life.  He does not like how his life is going, but he is self-aware enough to realize that his choices in life are what led him to where he is.  Figuring that all of his choices must have been wrong, he decides to start doing the opposite of whatever he would normally be inclined to do.  He starts by ordering chicken salad on rye with potato salad and tea instead of his usual tuna on toast with coleslaw and coffee.  Of course, he goes on to make choices that are much more significant.  Whenever he would normally be tempted to lie about himself or flatter someone else, he chooses to be brutally honest; whenever he would normally be tempted to cower, he shows courage; and, whenever he would normally be tempted to indulge himself, he practices self-control.1

The new strategy George adopts really seems to work for him, for he begins to turn his life around – at least for the duration of the episode.  He meets a woman who seems to be very interested in him; he lands a job with the New York Yankees; and he finds a nice apartment and moves out of his parents' house.2

George's unconventional life strategy made for a memorable and entertaining episode, but I wonder if maybe George actually stumbled onto something profound.  If we do not like where the paths we have taken in life have led us, then the logical solution would be to turn and to start heading in a different direction.  The churchy word for such a turn is repentance.  In the Gospel of Mark, the very first thing Jesus is recorded as saying is, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near; repent, and believe in the good news.”3  Furthermore, there are a number of times in the Gospel story, when it seems as if Jesus instructs the Disciples to do the opposite of what they would normally be inclined to do, as we heard in our Gospel reading this morning.



One day, Jesus asks the Disciples, “Who do people say that I am?”  They respond with some of the rumors that are floating around about Him, that He is John the Baptist, Elijah, or another prophet who had been raised from the dead.  Jesus then asks them, “But who do you say that I am?”  Peter, who is perhaps the most outspoken of the Disciples, replies, “You are the Messiah.”4  The word messiah is derived from the Hebrew word mashiach, which means “anointed one.”5  The Jewish people, who are suffering with the boot of an evil empire on their necks, have long awaited a leader who will liberate them from their oppression and usher in an age of peace and prosperity.  Peter has just declared that he believes that Jesus is that very leader.

This is a pivotal moment in the Gospel story for at least a couple of reasons.  First, Jesus and the Disciples will begin traveling in a different direction geographically.  They are currently near the city of Caesarea Philippi, which is north of where a majority of Jesus' ministry has taken place.  From this point onward, Jesus will begin traveling south with the Disciples, through the region of Galilee, into the region of Judea, and ultimately into the city of Jerusalem, where a cross awaits Him.  Second, Jesus will begin trying to convey a new message to the Disciples.  Now that it is clear that they are starting to believe that He is the Messiah, He has to start teaching them what it means that He is God's Anointed One.  It will not be a message they want to hear.


Before Jesus began His public ministry, He went to the Jordan River to be baptized.  As He emerged from the water, the heavens were torn open.  The Spirit of God took the form of a dove and descended upon Him, and a voice from Heaven said, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”6  Jesus, at His baptism, received the power of the Spirit and the blessing of the Father, both of which He would need in His ministry.  He heard that God claims Him, loves Him, and delights in Him.  This is a message we all need to hear and one we all claim with our own baptisms.  That said, as someone who studied the Hebrew Scriptures, He might have heard another message that was meant solely for Him.

The first part of the blessing from Heaven – “You are my Son, the Beloved” – echoes the second Psalm, in which God says, “You are my son; today I have begotten you.”7  It was thought that, in this Psalm, God is speaking to the Messiah.  The second part of the blessing – “With you I am well pleased” – echoes the first of a series of songs in the Book of Isaiah which describe a certain servant of God.  This song begins, “Here is my servant, whom I uphold, my chosen, in whom my soul delights.”8  In the fourth of these “Servant Songs” we read,
He was despised and rejected by others;
a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity;
and as one from whom others hide their faces
he was despised, and we held him of no account.
Surely he has borne our infirmities
and carried our diseases;
yet we accounted him stricken,
struck down by God, and afflicted.
But he was wounded for our transgressions,
crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the punishment that made us whole,
and by his bruises we are healed.
9
When Jesus heard, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased,” He might have also heard, “You are My Anointed One, and You are My Suffering Servant.”10

Jesus orders the Disciples not to tell anyone that they think that He is the Messiah.  A recurring theme in the Gospel of Mark is what some scholars call the “Messianic Secret.”  Repeatedly, Jesus orders people not to tell anyone anything that might lead people to believe that He is the Messiah.11  The reason, I suspect, is that people have certain expectations of the Messiah that Jesus does not intend to meet.  They are expecting a Messiah who will drive the Roman occupation out of the land and restore autonomy to Israel.  One might say that they are expecting a Messiah who will “make Israel great again.”  For Jesus, to be God's Anointed One is to be a faithful servant and even to suffer for the sake of others.

Three times, Jesus will warn the Disciples that, once He reaches Jerusalem, He will be rejected by the religious leaders, suffer, die, and then be resurrected.  Each time, the Disciples will respond by directly or indirectly rejecting what Jesus tells them, and then Jesus will try to set them straight.

While Jesus and the Disciples are still near Caesarea Philippi, He tells them “that the Son of Man must undergo great suffering, and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.”  The disciple Peter responds by taking Him aside and scolding Him.12  In Matthew's version of the story, he says, “God forbid it, Lord!  This must never happen to you.”13  Jesus then says to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan!  For you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.”14  Basically, He is saying, “Peter, you're thinking like the enemy!”

Jesus then says to all who are following Him, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.  For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it.”15  Jesus has come not to take up a sword as the Disciples expect.  He has come to take up a cross, and He calls anyone who wants to follow Him to do the same.  Nobody takes up a cross, even a figurative one, without being crucified on it in some way.  In the words of theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer, “When Christ calls a man, he bids him come and die.”16  We might not have to literally lay down our lives as Jesus did, but we will surely have to let go of some of our plans, proclivities, comfort, desires, and expectations.

Later on, while Jesus and the Disciples are traveling through Galilee and are heading toward Capernaum, He once again tells them, “The Son of Man is to be betrayed into human hands, and they will kill him, and three days after being killed, he will rise again.”  The Disciples respond, not by asking Jesus what He meant but by arguing with each other about which one of them is the greatest.  Once they reach Capernaum, Jesus confronts the Disciples about their self-centered bickering and says to them, “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all.”  He then takes a little child in His arms and says, “Whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes not me but the one who sent me.”17  The Disciples are clamoring for the place at the top, but Jesus identifies Himself with a little child, who would be one of the most needy and helpless people in their midst.18

Later still, while Jesus and the Disciples are traveling in Judea toward Jericho, which is near their destination, He says to them yet again,
See, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be handed over to the chief priests and the scribes, and they will condemn him to death; then they will hand him over to the Gentiles; they will mock him, and spit upon him, and flog him, and kill him; and after three days he will rise again.
The disciples James and John respond with a request; they ask Jesus for the privilege to sit at His right- and left-hand sides after He is crowned king.19  In other words, the two brothers want to be His second- and third-in-command.20

Jesus says to James and John, “You do not know what you are asking.”21  They do not know what they are asking, because they have repeatedly refused to listen to what He has been saying to them.  When Jesus enters Jerusalem, He will not be crowned with gold and jewels but will instead be crowned with thorns.  He will not be seated on a royal throne but will instead be enthroned on a cross.  The two people seated to His left and to His right will not be James and John or any of the Disciples but will instead be two criminals who will be crucified alongside Him.

Naturally, the other disciples become angry with James and John over their attempted power grab, so Jesus says to them,
You know that among the Gentiles those whom they recognize as their rulers lord it over them, and their great ones are tyrants over them.  But it is not so among you; but whoever wishes to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wishes to be first among you must be slave of all.22
For followers of Jesus, one's greatness is measured by one's willingness to serve, and even leadership is to be seen as a form of service.  Once again, Jesus tries to get the Disciples to understand exactly what it means that He is their Anointed One.  He says, “The Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life a ransom for many.”23

Like Peter, we want to be winners and to have our own way, but Christ calls us to deny ourselves.  Like James and John, we desire power and authority, but Christ calls us to servanthood.  Like the Disciples, we aspire to greatness, but Christ calls us to humility.  Christ came to take up a cross, and He calls all who want to follow Him to do the same.  This is not what the Disciples wanted to hear; this is not what I want to hear; and I suspect that this is not what you want to hear either; but this is what Christ is saying to all who would dare to take His name and call themselves Christians.

So why would we want to follow Jesus if it means taking up a cross?  Why would we want to give up our desires for things like fame, power, and wealth in favor of things like self-denial, service, and humility?

G.K. Chesterton writes in his book What's Wrong with the World, “The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting.  It has been found difficult; and left untried.”24  The way of Christ is indeed difficult.  In fact, we might say that it is the opposite of the way of the world, or we might say that it is the opposite of what we are inclined to do as people who are formed by the world around us.  That said, we need to remember that the way of the world is what made the world the way it is.  I think we all intuitively know what was articulated so well by those prophets in the rock band Aerosmith,
There's something wrong with the world today
I don't know what it is
Something's wrong with our eyes
We're seein' things in a different way
And God knows it ain't His
25
We need not only a different way of seeing the world but also a different way of living in the world.  Perhaps we should try the way of the One who was sent to save the world.

In Jesus' day, the Jewish people awaited a Messiah who would liberate them from their Roman oppressors and restore the Kingdom of Israel to its former glory.  Jesus came to save not only His own people but all the people of the world from the oppression of sin and death, and the Kingdom He came to establish would not topple the Roman Empire but would instead outlive it.  He also came to show us a better way of living in the world, a way of self-sacrificial love.  Jesus' story did not end with a cross, for Jesus rose from the grave victorious over death and ascended to Heaven to take His place as the Lord of this world.  We, His followers, have an important job to do while we wait for Him to return and set all things right.  By following the way Christ showed us, we can give the people around us a foretaste of what the world will be like when God's Kingdom comes and when God's will is done on Earth as in Heaven.

May we heed Christ's words, even when they are not what we want to hear, and may we follow Christ's way, even when it is difficult.

Amen.


Notes:
  1. Wikipedia: “The Opposite
  2. ibid.
  3. Mark 1:15 (NRSV)
  4. Mark 8:27-29 (NRSV)
  5. Wikipedia: “Messiah
  6. Mark 1:9-11 (NRSV)
  7. Psalm 2:7 (NRSV)
  8. Isaiah 42:1 (NRSV)
  9. Isaiah 53:3-5 (NRSV)
  10. William Barclay.  The New Daily Study Bible: The Gospel of Luke.  2001, Saint Andrew Press.  p. 46
  11. Wikipedia: “Messianic Secret
  12. Mark 8:31-32 (NRSV)
  13. Matthew 16:22 (NRSV)
  14. Mark 8:33 (NRSV)
  15. Mark 8:34-35 (NRSV)
  16. Dietrich Bonhoeffer.  The Cost of Discipleship (translated by R.H. Fuller and Irmgard Booth).  ch. 4
  17. Mark 9:30-37 (NRSV)
  18. William Barclay.  The New Daily Study Bible: The Gospel of Mark.  2001, Saint Andrew Press.  pp. 260-261
  19. Mark 10:32-37 (NRSV)
  20. Barclay (Mark), p. 295
  21. Mark 10:38 (NRSV)
  22. Mark 10:41-44 (NRSV)
  23. Mark 10:45 (NRSV)
  24. G.K. Chesterton.  What's Wrong with the World.  pt. 1, ch. 5
  25. From the song “Livin' on the Edge” by Aerosmith
Jesus Discourses with His Disciples was painted by James Tissot in the late 1800s.

Sunday, September 12, 2021

Introspection: Swiping Right

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Swiping Right

Love puts up with all things, trusts in all things, hopes for all things, endures all things.

1 Corinthians 13:7 (CEB)


Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one


From "November Rain" by Guns N' Roses


One of the pastors of my church has been preaching a series of sermons in which dancing is used as a metaphor for a life of following Jesus.  That said, I recently found myself feeling rather bitter after a church service.  Two years ago, in the summer of 2019, I attended a contra dance for the first time in four and a half years.  I considered my return to dancing a personal victory, for I was putting behind me the pain that had caused me to quit years earlier.  I attended ten more dances, and then, in early 2020, I had to quit dancing once again because of the pandemic.

A couple of months ago, it appeared as though the pandemic was coming to an end, so I hoped that maybe, at some point in the not-too-distant future, I might be able to start dancing again.  Now that there is a new variant of the virus which is even more contagious than the original, I now suspect that dancing will not be a part of my life for a very long time.

As you might already know, for the last few years, I've been working on different aspects of my life - things like gratitude, self-worth, and courage.  After a questionably successful "Year of Worthiness" in 2019 and an aborted "Year of Courage" in 2020, I started thinking of 2021 as my "Year of Unfinished Business."  I've been trying to figure out what steps I should take next in cultivating courage and self-worth.  There is one aspect of my life which has been unfinished business for a long time.  I wrote about it a lot in the early years of this blog, but I've written about it less and less over time.  I'm referring to my romantic life - or rather, my lack thereof.

Back in 2019, I learned that Facebook had released a dating app, and, since I already used Facebook, I decided to download it and create a profile.  After about a week of just looking at the women in my area who were also using the app, I accidentally indicated that I was interested in someone.  One might say that I "swiped right" before I was ready to do so.  I panicked, deleted my dating profile, and then deleted the app.  I had some preaching commitments at the time, so I decided that I would download the app again and start over when my life was less busy.  My preaching gigs came and went, but I did not download the app again.

It was probably this incident more than any other that made me realize that, if I want to get myself unstuck in life, I would need not only a healthy sense of self-worth but also some courage.

One thing I liked about dancing was that it was a fun and low-pressure way to meet women.  I had hoped that, if I kept dancing, maybe I would actually hit it off with someone.  Online dating seems a lot more intimidating.  I keep fearing that I'll get "weeded out" rather quickly.  Quite frankly, sometimes I think that I'm too much of a loser or too much of a mess for anyone to find me desriable.

Early last year, before the pandemic interrupted my "Year of Courage," I did some homework by reading researcher Brené Brown's book Daring Greatly, which is all about worthiness, courage, and vulnerability.  One lesson from this book has stuck with me in the year and a half since I read it.  Dr. Brown found, in the many interviews she had with people, that one thing seemed to differentiate the people who experience love and belonging from the people who struggle to experience such things.  She writes, "Those who feel lovable, who love, and who experience belonging simply believe they are worthy of love and belonging."1

As I was considering my next steps in my "Year of Unfinished Business," I did some additional homework by reading Donald Miller's memoir Scary Close, which tells of Miller's own journey of vulnerability in the context of an intimate relationship.  From this book, I gleaned a very similar lesson.  Miller observes that the people who are the best at intimate relationships have healthy self-esteem.  They are not arrogant but rather see themselves for who they are - the good and the bad - and they believe that, despite their faults, they actually are good for people.2

If I want to be loved, then I need to believe that I'm worthy of love, and, if I want to pursue an intimate relationship with someone, then I need to believe that I would acutally be good for her.  I need courage to pursue such a relationship, but I also need a stable sense of self-worth.

A number of years ago, I found myself in a friendship with someone who had feelings for me that I did not have for her.  She once told me that I was "a great friend," and at one point she even told me that I was "a blessing."  I don't think I believed her.  Maybe I felt that, because I wasn't interested in her romantically, I wasn't "enough" for her.  Maybe I should have believed what she said about me and trusted that, even though our relationship wouldn't be everything she hoped it would be, I was still good for her in some way.

Ten years ago, I wrote on this blog that, though it was made painfully clear to me in high school that I was not, by any stretch of the imagination, "God's gift to women," I might still be God's gift to someone.  It's time I actually start believing that.  I think I am, for the most part, good for the people in my life.  I'm not perfect, by any means, but plenty of imperfect people have found love.

As I've already noted, I've been trying to figure out my next step in my "year of unfinished business."  A couple of months ago, on an evening when I was feeling lonely, I re-created my dating profile.  I started swiping left until I found myself too interested in someone to swipe left but too nervous to swipe right.  I inactivated my profile once again.

Right now, I think I have only one option when it comes to my next step in my quest for worthiness and courage: I have to reactivate my profile, write some good things about myself on it, and start "swiping right."  It will obviously be an opportunity for me to practice courage, and, depending on how things go, it will be either an opportunity to see that I would indeed be good for someone or an opportunity to not allow romantic rejection to define me.  Hopefully I won't chicken out this time.

Wish me luck!


Notes:
  1. Brené Brown.  Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead.  2012, Gotham.  p. 11
  2. Donald Miller.  Scary Close: Dropping the Act and Finding True Intimacy.  2014, Thomas Nelson.  p. 127
The image featured in this introspection was created by Santeri Viinamäki, and it is used under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 4.0 International license.  The creator is in no way affiliated with this blog.  The image was cropped by me, Anthony Snyder.

Sunday, August 29, 2021

Perspective: You Want Us to Eat and Drink What?!

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You Want Us to Eat and Drink What?!

Jesus said to them, "Very truly, I tell you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you."

John 6:53 (NRSV)


Eat this bread
Drink this cup
Come to Him and never be hungry


From "Eat This Bread" by the Taizé Community


Jesus says a number of strange things in the Gospels, but what is probably the strangest thing He ever says is found in the Gospel of John.

One day, Jesus miraculously feeds a massive crowd.  He and the Disciples start with only five loaves of bread and a couple of fish and somehow manage to feed thousands of people.  The people in the crowd are reminded of the bread their ancestors were miraculously fed in the wilderness after they were delivered from slavery in Egypt, so they begin to think that Jesus might be the long-awaited Messiah who will liberate them from their oppression at the hands of the Roman Empire.  They want make Him king immediately, so He quickly has to make Himself scarce.1

The next day, when the crowd catches up with Jesus, He says to them, "Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that the Son of Man will give you."2  He begins to speak of "the bread of God" that "comes down from heaven and gives life to the world."  When the crowd demands that Jesus give them this bread, He says to them, "I am the bread of life.  Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty."3

To compare oneself to bread is strange, but it pales in comparison to what Jesus says next.

Jesus says to the crowd, "I am the living bread that came down from heaven.  Whoever eats of this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give for the live of the world is my flesh."4  He then goes on to say,
Very truly, I tell you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.  Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life, and I will raise them up on the last day; for my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink.  Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood abide in me, and I in them.5

I hope that it is painfully obvious to you, dear reader, that Jesus is not encouraging people to engage in cannibalism.  Jesus will indeed be killed in the Gospel story, but nobody will eat His remains.  Jesus is speaking metaphorically, but His words are still bizarre and even disturbing.  What exactly does He mean when He invites people to eat His flesh and drink His blood?

Biblical scholar N.T. Wright connects Jesus' strange words to a particular story about Jesus' ancestor David, who was a leader in Israel's military before he became king.  David and his soldiers were hunkered down in a cave, while his hometown of Bethlehem was under enemy occupation.  Longing for simpler days, he cried out, "O that someone would give me water to drink from the well of Bethlehem that is by the gate!"  Three of his bravest soldiers heard his cry, snuck into Bethlehem, drew some water from the well of which he spoke, and brought it back to him.6

David couldn't bring himself to drink the water his soldiers risked their lives to bring him.  In his eyes, drinking this water would be tantamount to drinking his solders' blood, so he poured the water out to God as a libation or drink offering.7

Wright suggests that, when Jesus invites His audience to eat His flesh and drink His blood, He is basically calling His audience to do what David refused to do.  Jesus knows that He is going to give His life for the sake of the world, and He knows that His sacrifice will result in new life to all who believe in Him.8  His body will be broken like bread, and his blood will be poured out like wine.  Jesus wants His followers to receive His gift and benefit from it.

Jesus loses a lot of His followers because of what He says.9  Perhaps they are disturbed by the sheer strangeness of His words, or maybe His words challenge their expectations of the Messiah.10

In the other three Gospels, we read that, during the evening before Jesus is arrested and put on trial, while He is enjoying one last supper with the Disciples, He takes some bread, blesses it, breaks it, and gives it to them saying, "Take, eat; this is my body."  He then takes a cup of wine, gives thanks for it, and passes it to them, saying, "Drink from it, all of you; for this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins."11  Churches around the world regularly reenact this story in the sacrament known as Holy Communion.

Receiving Holy Communion is one way in which we may ritually receive Jesus' gift and benefit from it.  Countless Christians have found this sacrament to be life-giving and transformative.  It is commonly said that we are what we eat.  We pray that the bread and wine of Holy Communion become the body and blood of Christ and then consume the bread and the wine in the hopes that we become more like Him.  Furthermore, it is the broken body of Christ, which is represented by broken bread, that brings a broken humanity back together at a common table.


Notes:
  1. John 6:1-15
  2. John 6:25-28 (NRSV)
  3. John 6:33-35 (NRSV)
  4. John 6:51 (NRSV)
  5. John 6:53-56 (NRSV)
  6. 2 Samuel 23:13-16 (NRSV)
  7. 2 Samuel 23:16-17
  8. N.T. Wright.  John for Everyone, Part 1.  2004, Westminster John Knox Press.  p. 85
  9. John 6:66
  10. Wright pp. 88-89
  11. Matthew 26:26-29 (NRSV) (See also Mark 14:22-25 and Luke 22:17-20.)
The photograph of the Communion elements was taken by John Snyder (no relation) and is used under the Creative Commons Attribution-Share Alike 3.0 Unported license.  The photographer is in no way affiliated with this blog.

Sunday, August 15, 2021

Perspective: Soul-Nourishing Work

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Soul-Nourishing Work

In the meantime the disciples spoke to Jesus, saying, "Rabbi, eat."

Jesus said to them, "I have food to eat that you don't know about."

John 4:31-32 (CEB)


I wanna feed the hungry children
And reach across the farthest land
And tell the broken there is healing
And mercy in the Father's hands


From "Set the World on Fire" by Britt Nicole


In the Gospel of John, we read that one day, while Jesus and the Disciples were traveling through the region of Samaria, they stopped in the city of Sychar.  Tired from the journey, Jesus sat down by a well to rest, while the Disciples went to the market to buy food.1  Later, when they met Him at the well, they found Him having a conversation with a woman who had come to draw water.  After the woman left, they urged Him to eat some of the food they bought at the market.  Jesus replied, "I have food to eat that you don't know about."2

Naturally the Disciples started to wonder if someone brought Jesus food while they were at the market, but Jesus wasn't speaking literally.  He said to them, "I am fed by doing the will of the one who sent me and by completing his work."3

In a conversation with a religious leader, Jesus said, "God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him won't perish but will have eternal life."4  On another occasion, He said, "I came so that [people] could have life - indeed, so that they could live life to the fullest."5  The One who sent Jesus was God, and the work God sent Him to do was to give people abundant life.6

While the Disciples were at the market, Jesus said to the woman who had come to the well to draw water, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks from the water that I will give will never be thirsty again.  The water that I give will become in those who drink it a spring of water that bubbles up into eternal life."7  The woman was so affected by her conversation with Jesus, that, even though she had been an outcast in her community, she forgot all about her shame and told everyone who listen to her about Him.8

People commonly speak about working in order to "put food on the table," meaning that they work jobs they may or may not actually enjoy so that they may make the money they need to buy food and other basic necessities.  Jesus, by contrast, spoke as if He was fed directly by doing the work He did.

Jesus found His work deeply fulfilling, but is there fulfilling work for each of us?  Is it possible that each of us could find work that is not soul-sucking but rather soul-nourishing?  Does each of us have a purpose - work that one was specifically designed to do?

The word vocation originated within the Christian faith.  Nowadays, the term is used to describe a "an occupation to which a person is especially drawn or for which they are suited, trained, or qualified."  The term is derived from the Latin word vocatio,9 which was used to describe a "calling," a "summons," or an "invitation."10  One's vocation was originally understood to be a calling from God.11

Writer Frederick Buechner seems to believe that each of us does indeed have a purpose in this life.  On the subject of vocation, he writes, "The kind of work God usually calls you to is the kind of work that you need most to do and that the world most needs to have done."  A person who enjoys his life but makes no positive impact the world around him has not found his calling, but neither has a person who does a lot of good in the world but hates her life.  Buechner writes, "The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet."12  Apparently there is work one can do to feed others, literally or figuratively, while also feeding one's own soul.

If you have been following this blog for a while, then you know that I have struggled to figure out what I am called to do in this life.  Reading that Jesus was fed by the work He did makes me envious of Him, but it also gives me hope that such work just might exist for me.  May we all find fulfilling ways of making this world a better place.


Notes:
  1. John 4:4-8
  2. John 4:27-32 (CEB)
  3. John 4:33-34 (CEB)
  4. John 3:16 (CEB)
  5. John 10:10 (CEB)
  6. Joel B. Green, William H. Willimon, et al.  The Wesley Study Bible (NRSV).  2009, Abingdon Press.  p. 1292
  7. John 4:13-14 (CEB)
  8. John 4:28-30
  9. Wikipedia: "Vocation"
  10. Wiktionary: "vocatio"
  11. Frederick Buechner.  Wishful Thinking: A Seeker's ABC.  1993, HarperOne.  p. 118
  12. Buechner, pp. 118-119
The painting of Jesus and the Woman at the Well was painted by Carl Heinrich Bloch in the late 1800s.